But when you disrespect me, my friend, and my relationship. I owe you nothing. I don’t owe you an apology. I don’t owe you an explanation. But I’m going to give it to you so you leave me alone.
I was all for being nice to you, maybe being friends but that is going to take a lot longer now that you have disrespected my friend and my relationship. I have never once said anything mean to you or done anything mean to you. Trust me that takes a lot of effort for me. I don’t hate you I hate the situation I am in and I hate that you felt the need to disrespect me and people I care about.
When Brendan picked you up after the concert I was angry about the situation not at you or your boyfriend. I have told Brendan before that I feel like he puts you before me still. Then whether he meant it to happen or not it literally happened right in front of me. Although I had a great night and I didn’t want two drunk people saying annoying things bother me therefore I turned up the music and didn’t want to talk anymore. Also I said goodbye when you left but you must have been too drunk or already out of the car when I said it. I don’t know how not saying goodnight makes me a mean person anyway but if that’s all you wanted from me just know that I was being nice.
I can say whatever I want on my blog because I am angry about something and I post personal things. I forget what I ever post by the next week. I don’t appreciate you reading my blog or Brendan hiding that from me even if it was to spare me feelings. I could deal with you reading blog but when I found out you creeped though my friends’ to find my that is just desperate and she does not appreciate your doing that. It takes a lot to piss her off and she thinks this situation I am in is really fucked up. I also don’t appreciate you disrespecting my relationship by telling Brendan things I post. I have nothing to hide from him and I will show him things when I am ready too. Except you thought you could involve yourself in something that had nothing to do with you. You thought a post involved you yet it was two sentences about me upsetting Brendan and finally coming to the realization that someone does care about me. How can anyone in this world think that post was about them or anyone other than me and Brendan. Now because of you I have had to show him that post to prove a point and had to show him something I wasn’t ready to show him so thanks for ruining a special moment for me.
So keep to your own relationship. Don’t disrespect me, my friend, or my relationship again because then you will see me when I’m actually mean. I have never told Brendan to stop being friends with you and I never will. But I don’t let people I care about let their friends be rude to me. Brendan thought this message was to too aggressive but it’s how I write and I like to get my point across the first time.